Every time I see you with her, I seriously wanna stab myself in the eyes with the nearest pen. An your PDA makes me wanna throw up. Don't get me wrong I like her and think she's a really nice person, but it kills me inside to watch you two. You're happy, which makes me happy, I just wish the situation were different. You tell me that you love me and that we are life long friends, and that you want to know my kids and want me to know yours kids. And I do, i really do.... maybe its not fair for me to feel this way, but it's just how i feel. I need to find something or someone to take my mind off you, and help me to move on... i love you i do and i love our friendship, so I don't want to do anything to screw that up.